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Feb. 18th, 2007 03:00 amSpinning this afternoon and evening has helped quite a bit, and I'm in a much calmer place, if still a bit weepy. I really want to go home to attend services for Eric, but it's just not practical right now, given the enormous expense. I comfort myself with ideas about organizing a karaoke night when next I do come home to CT, and getting together with other friends to remember him in a way that he would certainly approve of.
All the calls and comments have definitely helped me to feel much less alone, and I thank you very much for your support. Being out here in CA is normally fine, but each time something horrid happens at home it gnaws at me that I can't be there. I may be far away, but my thoughts are in Manchester.
Can I ask the universe to chill out on taking my friends and loved ones to the other side for an extended period of time? Please?
Later.
-Me.
All the calls and comments have definitely helped me to feel much less alone, and I thank you very much for your support. Being out here in CA is normally fine, but each time something horrid happens at home it gnaws at me that I can't be there. I may be far away, but my thoughts are in Manchester.
Can I ask the universe to chill out on taking my friends and loved ones to the other side for an extended period of time? Please?
Later.
-Me.
