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The rush hits..
Dec. 23rd, 2003 03:17 amI.. hate... retail.
The co-op gets busier now, as the "holiday" looms closer. I become much more insane. It's now 3 am, and I'm sitting here writing instead of being in bed, even though I work at 11, and I'll probably be up extremely late playing Jyhad in Amherst on Tues...ok, tonight. *sigh*
I feel like moving to Japan. Or something equally rash and insane.
I am filled with loathing for my current situation, working my ass off and still having less than no money, being scared that I won't make rent, and not being able to pay my bills on time. I hate money. I hate the system that ties me to it, and makes me hate my life. I've been valiantly trying not to worry about it, that the situation will work out somehow, but damn, that's been a bit difficult lately.
Stupid frikkin' vehicle.
Time to sleep so that I do not rip out some unsuspecting co-op customer's throat tomorrow. It might stain my counter.
Later.
-Me.
The co-op gets busier now, as the "holiday" looms closer. I become much more insane. It's now 3 am, and I'm sitting here writing instead of being in bed, even though I work at 11, and I'll probably be up extremely late playing Jyhad in Amherst on Tues...ok, tonight. *sigh*
I feel like moving to Japan. Or something equally rash and insane.
I am filled with loathing for my current situation, working my ass off and still having less than no money, being scared that I won't make rent, and not being able to pay my bills on time. I hate money. I hate the system that ties me to it, and makes me hate my life. I've been valiantly trying not to worry about it, that the situation will work out somehow, but damn, that's been a bit difficult lately.
Stupid frikkin' vehicle.
Time to sleep so that I do not rip out some unsuspecting co-op customer's throat tomorrow. It might stain my counter.
Later.
-Me.
