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Dec. 10th, 2003 03:27 pmThat's why you read this nonsense, right? :)
Just got back from Amherst an hour ago.. class this morning was pretty entertaining.. I'm going to miss being in class next semester. Seems like I'll be waiting until the fall semester unless some miracle happens and 800 bucks falls into my lap out of the sky or something. And the fall term all depends on what the financial aid a$@!#les have in mind for me.
Played Jyhad last night from 8:30 until about 2 am.. lots of fun, but I'm very tired, and I'm looking forward to watching anime this evening and going to bed. Jesse got back to campus yesterday around 4, and it was good to see him for the game last night. Talked through some stuff, and we'll take it day by day from here. I feel pretty done with investing myself emotionally in relationships for a while. Divesting ourselves of illusion means we can be friends, hang out, even love each other without attaching expectations of permanence on either side that lead to miscommunication and feeling trapped and unhappy. No more. This is a gooooood thing. :) Freedom all around. I've missed my friends, and reconnecting with them has helped me heal through some of this overemotional nonsense. Now, I get to see how much Japanese I can re-learn before the fall semester.. I want to try and test out of the first level class, so I don't end up paying to learn the same stuff all over again. We'll see what I decide to shape into my future... no matter what, worrying does no good whatsoever. So.. I just have to allow myself to live.
Anyway, enough explanatory crap about my insane relationships. For those of you that wanted to know, there it is. If you didn't care to know.. well then it's too late.
Sorry.
I'm done now.
So.... I go to work in a few minutes. If I have enough time, maybe I'll make myself some food so I don't go in hungry. Rumbling guts for the first 2 hours of a 6 hour shift is very unpleasant, and makes for a poor customer service representative. :P
What have I learned: Boys are icky. They have cooties.
What is my lesson for today: I love my friends! They put up with me! :)
HUG!
-Me.
Just got back from Amherst an hour ago.. class this morning was pretty entertaining.. I'm going to miss being in class next semester. Seems like I'll be waiting until the fall semester unless some miracle happens and 800 bucks falls into my lap out of the sky or something. And the fall term all depends on what the financial aid a$@!#les have in mind for me.
Played Jyhad last night from 8:30 until about 2 am.. lots of fun, but I'm very tired, and I'm looking forward to watching anime this evening and going to bed. Jesse got back to campus yesterday around 4, and it was good to see him for the game last night. Talked through some stuff, and we'll take it day by day from here. I feel pretty done with investing myself emotionally in relationships for a while. Divesting ourselves of illusion means we can be friends, hang out, even love each other without attaching expectations of permanence on either side that lead to miscommunication and feeling trapped and unhappy. No more. This is a gooooood thing. :) Freedom all around. I've missed my friends, and reconnecting with them has helped me heal through some of this overemotional nonsense. Now, I get to see how much Japanese I can re-learn before the fall semester.. I want to try and test out of the first level class, so I don't end up paying to learn the same stuff all over again. We'll see what I decide to shape into my future... no matter what, worrying does no good whatsoever. So.. I just have to allow myself to live.
Anyway, enough explanatory crap about my insane relationships. For those of you that wanted to know, there it is. If you didn't care to know.. well then it's too late.
Sorry.
I'm done now.
So.... I go to work in a few minutes. If I have enough time, maybe I'll make myself some food so I don't go in hungry. Rumbling guts for the first 2 hours of a 6 hour shift is very unpleasant, and makes for a poor customer service representative. :P
What have I learned: Boys are icky. They have cooties.
What is my lesson for today: I love my friends! They put up with me! :)
HUG!
-Me.
